Something She Can Feel by Grace Octavia

Author:Grace Octavia [Octavia, Grace]
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Tags: Romance, African American, General, Contemporary Women, Fiction
ISBN: 9781617738203
Google: PtI2oAEACAAJ
Amazon: 0758265646
Publisher: Dafina
Published: 2014-11-04T10:00:00+00:00

My conscience tells me to say that as I drove to Dreamland later that night, I thought of a million reasons not to show up. A million reasons to feel bad and turn that pretty red car around and go home to Evan. Tell him the play was canceled. But really I hadn’t. I didn’t even come close to ten reasons and the two I was considering seemed just flimsy in the wake of the confrontation with my father. My heart thumping madly, my mind racing as I passed people and cars on the street, I kept thinking that what I was doing was just wrong and that once I left Tuscaloosa physically, mentally there’d be no turning back. I had to admit that to myself. But at the moment, I felt like I wanted to leave Tuscaloosa physically and mentally. I felt like everyone was trying to control me. To have their way. To have me submit. And suddenly in my spirit, I was just now longing to be free of all of it. If only for a little while.

I was thirsty to see Dame. To know the freedom I’d felt when I was with him. To smell him. To have him say just one nice thing to me that I really believed. And it wasn’t because I hated Evan or my dad or even Jr and I was going to leave for good and start some scandalous affair with my former student. That was ridiculous. I just wanted to feel something else inside for a little while. To get away. For me and for May.

When I turned into the lot at Dreamland, the Bentley was parked and the driver, the same, short white man with jet-black hair who’d driven Dame and me to Dreamland the first time, was standing by the door, waiting to open it for me. Billie’s empty car was beside it, but I couldn’t see if she was in the Bentley because all of the curtains were pulled in place.

I waved at the driver and pulled my car beside Billie’s.

I pulled down the visor to see myself in the mirror.

“Okay, Journey,” I said to my red reflection. I was excited, but also nervous and it was literally evident on my face. “You’re just doing this to get over the Dame thing. It’s just a little crush. That’s it. You’re going to see him one last time and then move on with your life.”

I looked into my eyes in a pause to see a flash of agreement, something in my reflection that knew this was the right thing to do. I waited.

“What, you getting ready for Glamour Shots at the mall?” I heard Billie yell. I looked and she was standing with half of her body outside of the back of the Bentley. “Come on!”

“Okay,” I said, quickly flipping up the mirror. “I’m coming.”

I snatched my purse and hopped out of the car.

“Good evening, Ms. Cash,” the driver said as I walked up. He extended his arm toward me graciously and opened the door.

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